i find it interesting that some people have the ability to remove important events in their lives as if it was stocked on a shelf. how some people can simply delete a life event from conscious thought possibly sub-conscious thought and treat it as though it never happened. at times i wish i had that ability, to forget the significance of events (especially negative ones). i tend to dwell on things, i think back on events of my life deciding if i could have performed better or handled situations in a different manner. at times causing myself a great deal of anxiety and undue stress. though, being that way does allow me to improve myself. to take inventory of my life and to know how to be better in the future. i guess that’s God’s way of keeping me humble so i always know where i came from and who i used to be.
